tertegun aq mlihat smuanya...Bkan kagum tpi mnysak'an..
Terblesit rsa gundah..truntai tanya...yg tak brjwb....
Aq hnya mncba untk mnepisnya...dan brkata rasa tu tak lbih dri skdar asa...yg tak mngkin bisa q reguk wlau ste2s tuk mnyejukan hampran hati yg tlah trasa tandus oleh luka yg smpat mnyayat nya...
Mski tlah trlalu lma tpi bgtu mngiris ...
Mmbawa q trperosok jauh dlm k hampaan...dan dlm ksendirian q...
Seiring wktu yg brgulir..ku branikan langkah q kmbali mnpaki sang waktu...mniti sgalany mncoba mnghapus yg asa.. Dan mraih scerlah sinar pelangi hidup..yg q pikir kan se'elok warnanya...
dgn prcya aq brdiri d antara ny dan mncoba yakin bhwa aq bisa mnggapai mu..
Namun...kyakinan tu kmbali surut...saat trik mndera dan mghapuskan pelangi hidup q...mnghapuskan srluruh hrapan yg baru q tanamkan ...
Smua kmbali kan aq pd ksndrian q....
Dan sllu mnjadikan scercah bahagia tu umpama mimpi yg tak mgkin nyta....
Aq sllu ungkapkan pd mu..dan mnyadrkan dri ni bahwa aq.....''aq ga bsa sperti dia yg bsa mmberimu sglanya baik matery/atau pun yg kau ingin kan...
Aq ga bsa...ga seprti dia...MAAFKAN AQ...''
Tpaq ingin kau jujur bahwa hti qt satu..
Yg mngkin sllu mnghadirkan rindu d stiap detik ktika nfas mu brhmbus...ktika nadi mu brdetak ...ktika jantung brdegup..'
''Wish icould 'B the one..
The one who could give u love..
The kind of love u really need...
Wish i could say to u...
That i'll always stay with u
But baby...that's not me..
U need someone..
Wishing to give their heart 'N soul to u..
Promise u forever ..
Baby,...that's something i can't do..
Oh..i could say that i'll 'B all u need ..
But that would 'B a lie...
I know i'd only make u cry..
I'm not the one you're needing...
I love u good bye..
I hope some day u can..
Find someone to uderstand..
I'm only doing this for u..
I really don't wanna go but deep in my heart i know..
This is the kindest thing to do..
You'll find someone
will 'B the one i could never 'B...
Who'll give u something better..
Than the love you'll fidd with me..
Oh..i could say that i'll 'B all u need
But that would 'B a lie..
I'd know i only hurt you
I know i'd only make you cry...
I'm not the one you're needing,,
I LOVE U GOOD BYE..
Leaving someone..
When u love someone is the hardest thig to do..
When u love someone as much as I LOVE U..
OH... I dont wanna leave you
Baby... It tears me up inside..
But i'll never 'B the one you're needing..
I love u good bye
BABY it's never gonna work out..
I love you good bye...
.....~...Miss u...~....
**CELIN**
Senin, 05 Desember 2011
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